Don't Wanna Work...
So I'm not gonna. Just kidding. I am busier than hell, but things are okay.

I've decided not to see my doctor until after the first of the year. I have way to much going on to stop what I am doing... I know, I know, don't lecture. I am taking care of myself as best I can. I'm hurting pretty bad today, but I will go home and take a bath and all will be right with the world.

I've also decided to stop trying to control things that are out of my control. It seems elemental, but not for me. I've been busting my ass, trying to get things to happen in all aspects of my life, and I'm just not going to do it anymore. If you have a problem with my work, you better tell me, I'm not a mind reader and I have no idea. If you don't like the way I say something or do something, speak up now, because otherwise, I really don't care. If I'm not cool enough to warrant your time, screw you. I'm an awesome person and if you don't think so, eat shit and die. I don't have time for hypocritical fakeness right now. There are people in my life who do deserve my time, and from now on, they are the only ones who are going to receive it.